hmm...well as usually, i donno wht to say abt today...
let me start abt yesterday... yesterday was my Graduation day in ITE, not as fun as i thought it would. at least i graduated from my Nitec course... now i juz need to wait for my result in my Higher nitec course...
Oya, yesterday was my gerl's mom b'day... i was planning to go meet her cuz i brought her mom a small gives but i didn't get to... she keep herself slient for a few days now, i donno y... i miss her a kinda worried abt her... alot of negative thoughts came to me, but i try not to think abt it too much...
but now, i hve my own problem... up till now i couldn't get a job, my mom kinda complain alot abt this... i been slacking at home for a few days now. my mind is ina stress state now... i think tomoro i go out to pasir ris or east cost pk to relax myself.
now i feel like i'm alone in this confusing world of mine... n feel like no one could be there beside me now a days.. I got a feeling tht some of the ppl i know is slowly drifting away... y is this happening...
i will nvr know... "now my life took another step forward w/o me realizing it"
posted at 4:50 AM
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hmm...well as usually, i donno wht to say abt today...
let me start abt yesterday... yesterday was my Graduation day in ITE, not as fun as i thought it would. at least i graduated from my Nitec course... now i juz need to wait for my result in my Higher nitec course...
Oya, yesterday was my gerl's mom b'day... i was planning to go meet her cuz i brought her mom a small gives but i didn't get to... she keep herself slient for a few days now, i donno y... i miss her a kinda worried abt her... alot of negative thoughts came to me, but i try not to think abt it too much...
but now, i hve my own problem... up till now i couldn't get a job, my mom kinda complain alot abt this... i been slacking at home for a few days now. my mind is ina stress state now... i think tomoro i go out to pasir ris or east cost pk to relax myself.
now i feel like i'm alone in this confusing world of mine... n feel like no one could be there beside me now a days.. I got a feeling tht some of the ppl i know is slowly drifting away... y is this happening...
i will nvr know... "now my life took another step forward w/o me realizing it"