it's been along time seen i post something... alot of things happen seen then... During the holiday... I got to work for 3 days as a F&B line in F1 event in S'pore... Got to 'Jln Raya' w my primary school friends for the first time after so many years... & also 'Jln Raya' w different grps in the same days.... (~_~)
after sch reopen... now got to concentrate on my project... but i kinda lazy to do it... (--_--) beside tht, my heart had juz been thorn into little pieces... the person tht i care & love didn't think the same way as wht i think abt her... at the start maybe... but now i guess there's someone in her mind right now...
now i donno wht to think.. i juz heal myself from my ex.. i juz hope she could make me feel better... but i feel worse then ever... (u_u)... i don't wanna to blame anyone, i always blame myself for wht happen... maybe wht Yat & farahin say abt me is true... i always try to change myself... i can't do it straight away... atleast from secondary sch to ITE i change alittle, tht wht Luqman & some of my friends say...
And now, i still hve some love for her... i know she won't accept it, cuz she told me many times tht her love is not for me... i donno why but i can't close my heart like tht... when it's open it's hard to close... i juz hope & pray thing will change for the best in anyway... i can't forget the person i love tht easily... (u_u)